Headache. Urghh~

Sigh. Probably is because I kept looking down to the books to teach those children. & now, my head feel so dizzy~ Today we had Chinese & English. Easiest, for me. HA! Ok lah, not to say that I didn't enjoy myself. Sharon asked me whether I'm interested in opening another Art class. Hmm~ Oh yah, another thing. She's been asking me to do lots of stuff, like banner, logo, planner, etc. I had been wondering whether am I really a tuition teacher there?? Well, it's actually quite a good thing for me becoz I can still work with Photoshop in the holidays, I remember last holiday I didn't even bother to use Photoshop & when the class starts, I totally forgot how to use it! Feeling quite excited & scare at the same time becoz this is real, I mean I'm really working as a Graphic Designer for the first time, designing stuff that is going to be published in the public! Arghh~ Wish me luck then!

Oh, nearly forgot to count~

3 more days to go!~~

Yes! 4 more days!

*Jumping around* Lalala So excited! 4 more days to go... Go where? Go holiday in... Singapore!! Yeah! We had already plan our schedule, which day to go Jurong Bird Park, Zoo, etc. & the greatest thing is they are all free! My aunty can get all those tickets from her work place, so this really saved us a lot of $$~ We are going there for 10 days(28 June-8 July) (Oh, I realize my birthday is coming!) Ha! Anyways~ Hopefully I can enjoy myself. Duh~ of coz I will!

My first awful experience.

Great. I got a job. Easily. But feeling so "terpaksa". Today was my first day working. I still can't believe my first job would be a tuition teacher, worst, a primary school teacher. I still remember last time, I thought it's silly for me to be a teacher & I say to myself that I'll NEVER EVER be a teacher, becoz, well, first, I hate kids, second, I might accidently kill those little jelly beans. My little cousin used to cry whenever I appear. Yeah, rite. But only her lah, so not to say that I'm a monster. Anyways~ So, I'm teaching Primary 1(gosh~ can you believe that? Those brats. What is going on with me??) It's Bm today.(great. M-A.... ma. yes, 妈的) They can't differentiate what is 'b' & 'd'. So, I had to teach them which way to turn to be 'b' & 'd'. (Did I just did that?! Shit.) Their horrible sound, they screech, shout, howl, squeal, whatever sound they make, I'm telling you, it's disastrous!! Oh-my-GOD. I hate them. But had to act as if they were the cutest thing on earth, coz if not, the parents will come & slaughter me. Gosh~ Enough for today. I need to have a rest. Bye.

(It wasnt that bad actually, just trying to be sarcastic, probably)

Rite, father's day.

Hmm~ So, dad's day, a fairly typical day. Instead of celebrating, I heard my dad raising his voice in everything I do. Duh~ ANYways, I watch this Daddy's Day movie on TV2. I've been searching this movie in YouTube but with no sound due to copyright blah blah. Ha! Then, I watch this on TV2, a Malaysian channel, SURPRISINGLY~ Erm, the title of this movie is "What a Girl Wants", the "Was Madchen wollen" should be the same meaning, but I dono what language is that. Hmm~ anyone? Anyways~ the movie is really nice, about a girl named Daphne Reynolds (Amanda Bynes), turning 17, going all the way to find her dad, Lord Henry Dashwood, only to discover that he is a high-profile politician. Well, later of coz you can imagine how an American girl caused an uproar in the formal British social events. Also, there's Glynnis(Henry's fiancee) and Clarissa (Glynnis's daughter) who always tried to ruin everything Daphne does. Then, there's Ian Wallace(Oliver James), blah blah, anyway, in the end, her mother (Libby) gets back to her father, Henry, and Daphne becomes Ian's girlfriend and she goes to college in Oxford and, they lived happily ever after.

Oliver James. He plays Ian Wallace in What a Girl Wants. Great singer. I love his voice. Especially his songs in "What a Girl Wants" & "Raise Your Voice".
Oliver James again.
David Archuleta. 

Hey, why do I keep thinking they look alike? When I see Oliver James, I think of David Archuleta. Duh~ I like them both, they sing really well. Yeah, see, another similar thing, both singers. Gosh~ I realise even their hair looks almost the same. Ha!

他妈的！

妈的！ 明天就等着看好了！ 老虎不发威你们当我是病猫啊！如果明天得不到我要的答案，我名字倒过来写！当初还跟我说弄好那个死鬼mp4！才回家就不能打开。已经是第五次去你们哪死鬼店了吧！ 我告诉你， 再去一次，我就把那烂店给烧掉！我刚刚才去做research 关于consumer rights。我的moral 可是拿A1哦，拜托！当除老师在教这一课时，我可是专心的不得了！总觉得以后一定会用到，果然被我猜中！哈！这下可是派上用场啦！我把整篇文章都print出来了，还把重点highlight起来！明天拼个你死我活！我要证明我是有hak pengguna的！

第八项，“Hak untuk mendapatkan ganti rugi. 

Pengguna berhak mendapat penyelesaian untuk pembelian barangan yang memiliki 

kecacatan, berbahaya atau mempunyai  perihal  dagangan yang mengelirukan serta 

pampasan bagi perkhidmatan yang menyeleweng atau tidak menepati perjanjian.  Ganti rugi 

perlu diberi bagi keluaran atau perkhidmatan yang mengakibatkan kecederaan kepada 

penggunanya yang menggunakan keluaran atau perkhidmatan itu mengikut arahan 

pengeluar. ”

 我绝定给你三条路走，一，把钱退给我（我可是到目前都还没用过烂东西哦！）；二，换一架全新给我（因为当初你们的死鬼烂理由说没这个货，好，那你就换别种的给我！）；三，你把它修好不过你要永远保证它不会坏（要是再坏，你就要选择前两个）！我来你店的车油快比我买那架烂mp4更贵叻，白痴！如过你不给我一个满意的答复，准备等着我告你，别以为我不敢，比竟你们都做到这个地部！咱们走着瞧！我会叫所有人不要去你们哪炸骗集团的店买东西！不是我瞎掰，是你们店里的员工告诉我很多人也一样投诉的哦！你们这超级白痴烂店！我真是眼睛长在屁股才会去你店买东西！当初要是买ipod就不会发生哪么多事，果然买贵的东西才有保障。烂店！

Ha! See lah~

Finally, finished most of my assignment~ HAha Now I only left my photography which I haven't finish because we had to queue up to book the studio. & it's only available till next week! I didn't expect that I had to wait till next week, ugrhh~ Anyway, Monday I had my presentation, there's only 4 people presenting including me which means that the class only have WiNie, Ah Hui, Khoo Sin, me & Kristian! Lol Becoz of that, I'm not nervous at all. Kristian said he has nothing to pick on my Illustration, hehe. & well, he even said that all the lecturers had been talking about me & they had their expection high on me. WOW~ But the thing that I don't like about him is that he kept saying me being kiasu during the whole commenting "process". Hmm~ That really annoys me, yes, I admit I am a little kiasu but the thing is why don't you think from another perspective, is it everyone else being too lazy, probably? & I'm doing my work a bit more & you say that I'm kiasu, it would be better if you say its hardworking lah. It's not becoz I want to compete with others(ok, a bit), it's just that I'm a perfectionist, I need 10/10 perfect work, as long as it's my work, I have my responsibility to finish it well. As long as I think it's not complete or lack of sth, I'll continue on & on doing it till it's perfect, so, fine, if you consider it as kiasu. Anyway, I don't care what everyone else thinks as long as I get the letter. Ha! Luckily I presented on Mon becoz Kristian said since we finish our work earlier he'll be pretty easy on us. He said Fri there'll be lots of lecturers coming, woo~ On the other hand, yesterday Khoo Sin & me went to develop photos, & the lady said one set of photos ok but the the other cannot open the file. I know mine is ok becoz the lady did show me my photos at first. But then, what really annoys me is that Khoo Sin(like 100% sure) kept saying "it's yours lah~" (like it can't be hers meh~) Then, I told her that the lady already show my pic to me, so it can't be mine, but she's like "no way" because it has always been my photos having problems developing. Duh~ even the dumb lady said it's mine eventhough she's the one who show me my photos! In the end, they realise it is Khoo Sin's photos that cannot be open! HA! See who's wrong now?! Blehh~ While I was waiting for my photos to develope, the tauke suddenly asked me for my help. There's one customer who wants to develope his photos in Microsoft Word. Huh? Mana boleh? So, I had to help him move all the photos to Photoshop & help him redo everything. The tauke's really bad, he asked me not to help the customer anymore(because he knew that I need to go to sch), haha, he said he don't want to do the uncle's business anymore. But anyway, in the end, I finished it & the uncle gave me Rm10! Hehe 

I want to see this movie..~ HELP~

ゲゲゲの鬼太郎

Eiji Wentz as Kitaro.

Second movie. GeGeGe no Kitaro 2: 1,000 Year Old Cursed Song
鬼太郎(Gegege no Kitaro or Spooky Kitaro) A Japanese movie, more information about this movie go & read it at wikipedia, I'm too too too sad to typed it out. Anyway, it's a good movie, for me lah(after I watched the trailer on YouTube & the last 5 minutes of it on TV.) Actually I know about the anime but never bother to watch it coz it's quite the anime is quite old. But when I saw this real live Kitaro, wow! It's cool, I love the 3D effect & the creatures(eventhough some look quite strange & scary even disgusting to me) but even so, it's interesting. I LOVE this fantasy type of movie. Childish~ ANYWAY,  I saw this on Tv yesterday. I don't know when is it going to show on Tv & suddenly poof, just now I switched to that channel & it's showing, showing the movie's ending, last 5 minutes of it! Argh~ I thought it was just starting, & I was so happy that I nearly go & prepare my popcorn & stuff. Arghh~stupid. I don't know when it's going to repeat again so I had to switch on my Tv every 1 hour in case I missed it again. Urghh~ But I shouldn't have my hopes too high. Urgh~ It's so unfair! I want to watch it!!! I can't seem to find the DVD & I can't find it on MySoju and neither on YouTube! Urghhh~~ Someone, plz tell where can I watch this?! But I guess no one will ever reply huh~ sigh.

哇。

唉，叫可欣拍封面给我结果拍成这样。没头没边的。唉～要不是我驾车不能拍，要不然我就自己拍了。。。终之呢，这个封面算是我画的啦，当然别人也是有给意见咯，可欣是剪东西达人当然由她负责剪咯。我个人是非常非常满意这个封面！ 

首先呢，我生病了。我还怀疑我中新流感呢！因为我大概该有的症状都有，流鼻涕，发烧感冒，骨头酸痛，喉咙痛，咳嗽，只除了没泄和吐（辛好）。唉～现在声音都没了⋯⋯只能比手画脚咯。辛好Presentation还没到要不然我就要比Donald Duck的声音更哑。然后呢，因为学校有位学生去世，所以他们今天就弄了一个Memorial Service给他。其实我并不认识他啦而且也没见过。听说他是自杀。。今天老师说穿黑衣可是大概一部分的人都没穿，我穿白色，可以吧？我今天本来是要穿红色的叻！辛好没有～ 老师为了逼我们每个人都参加，还说这有算attendance。可是我觉的这有点不公平咯因为这个跟学业没关系吧。我已经有一次没来上课加上这次就是第二次了，会扣我的分耶～我知道我们是应该去不过因为今天要交功课所以我和我的组员只好邬漆抹黑的躲在教室里做功课。我知道我们酱是有一点过分可是今天功课不交就扣分。唉～可是其是到了最后我们还是无法把功课交上去因为大塞车。只好明天交咯。刚刚打给我一个老朋友 管于打工的事，她介绍我去她那边，工作性制还不错咯！大算约可欣一起去咯。主啊～求祢能让他们请我啦～拜托！

Happy birthday, mum!

Today is my mum's birthday. Lol~ I forgot! Haha Luckily my aunt reminds me about it. Anyway, my mum's in Sibu. sigh. She's coming back on Thursday. Yeah! Hope she enjoys herself in Sibu! Happy birthday, mummy! I LOVE YOU!!~

What is blog? (For THE anonymous who leave bad comments, not you!)

Yes, I need to say this AGAIN since "some people" don't understand. Actually I dont care what blog is really about. I just know that this is MY BLOG & I can do whatever I want with it, write anything I want, post any photos or pic that I like, share things with my friend or EVEN SCOLDING SOMEONE~ well, that is what my point of view about blog. Yes, anyone can comment & I absolutely open my arms to welcome you to leave a message! B-U-T, I'm sorry to tell you this, I DONT allowed bad comments, what I mean about bad comments is someone leaving things like, "Haolian meh, got Macbook so what." or "what if I show this blog to your lecturer", etc... Bad comments are comments to make me improve instead of such useless comments. I DONT welcome people like this here, sorry, please dont be such a "thick face" to visit here, AGAIN. Btw, so what if I have Macbook, I'm RICH so, sorry you don't, are you jealous? haha, poor you.(NOTE: This is only for that anonymous who said me haolian with Macbook, not you!) & for the other comment, Please go ahead & show it to my lecturer, if I dare to write it here meaning that I'm not scare that if a lecturer see this. (See, I'm not a coward like you.) Even if my lecturer happens to read this(which he wont since he's too busy & doesnt read Chinese,haha) & hate me for this, I'll report it to school if he suddenly failed me(he said I'm his best student in class & I'll get A's for his subject, ahem) So, please don't be mistaken that I'm don't dare to tell my lecturer in class. This blog is about what I think, not meaning that I'm a coward. Hey, if you hate a teacher(which I believe you had), would you purposely go & tell him that you hate him?? Well, of coz you'll only said it among your friends, so, is this consider coward? So, this blog is where I write down my thoughts, please keep that in mind. Unless you comment good comments next time, please don't waste my time to delete them & wasting my space on my Shoutbox. Oh, another thing, thank you for reading & visiting my blog, this helps me getting more number of visitors. HAHAHA

Gosh~ you should learn to comment like "Someone". Someone, thanks again!

My Comp Graphic 2 assignment.

My last assignment for this Sem! Yeah~ Lol~ I just finished this just now! Finally~ Sigh. 2moro's the due date. Alex said he'll deduct 10 marks if anyone didnt hand-in 2moro. Gosh~ Had been having headache for the past few weeks thinking about this last assignment. Haha I remember I had a hard time thinking about what product to do, then what shape should my packaging be, then, I kept measuring the wrong size resulting the box cannot be close.. Haha.. So, this is it. Well, to be honest, I don't really like it. It's not really the packaging that I want to create but because of time limit, I had to do "sth" to hand-in. Duh~ Oh, if you wondered what is the 2 white square on top, it's actually 2 handles(if you "take it up", ah, never mind, it's hard to explain). My product is Fruitella's Strawberry Milk Candy(I wondered they really have this candy..)

My third project. Using InDesign to create a magazine layout. Because of time limit again, I failed to create the layout I wish it would be.. sigh.

Ahem~ My 2nd assignment. Creating a magazine cover.. I feel like I'm in "Stylista" when we were asked to do this. Lol~ Anyway~, I used Beyonce's pic because of her looks of coz & I think red is striking & this pic is what usually magazine cover had, right? I chose "Elle" instead of "Cosmopolitan" or "Vogue" because the "Elle" font is the only font that I can find in Illustrator that look close enough to the real Elle font, you see. Anyway~, does this look like a real Elle magazine cover? Haha Hey, I'm new in doing magazine cover so, I should probably give myself B+ for this. *Round of applause* ^^

My 1st assignment. Humanitarian issue poster. So, I pick Woman Abuse as my topic, the only one in class, aha~ At least no other competitors. Lot of my classmate pick Child abuse which is my 1st choice before I changed it to Woman Abuse. Anyway~, it's quite simple to understand. A woman facing in the mirror. The woman on top is the woman we see on the outside(happy, beautiful) but on the other side, she's always beaten(bruise), then, my slogan is Face it, Stop it. Face it can either mean face the truth, or facing the mirror & Stop it meaning to solve the problem. Simple, get it?

谁要陪我打工？

我好想打工！ 请不要误会，我不是因为发神精太无聊想工作而是逼不得已因为下个学期就要Practical了！ 好紧张啊。一点工作经验都没有。。我知道你一定是想说我活到这把年级尽然没作过工！唉。。我明白。那天我的朋友各各都笑我说哪有人为这而烦恼。。你们都不明白，那是因为你们有工作经验才敢那么说的！我到现在才发现原来我活得像一为大小姐，我的家事就是看电视玩电脑，唯一的烦恼就是功课。听到朋友说她的工作经验才发现原来社会是这么可怕的！好后悔以前终是有朋友约我去打工可是我都拒绝，在家当白痴，以为时间多的是，慢慢来何必紧张跑去工作呢？ 现在可好了，我所认识的朋友当中尽然没有一个是没工作过的！！我的天啊～就连我认识的某为朋友平常只会在家打扮不做家事的都有打过工～我的妈呀～我听到反而觉的更怕了，怎么办啦？！现在想找个朋友陪我一起打工都很难。。除此之外，还要烦恼去哪里找工。。要是我在六月找那还比较容易因为我听我朋友说Everise想在六月和七月请Part－timer，我正好放假是六月到八月，不过，好死不死的，我刚好六月去新加坡渡假，而且要到七月八号这样才回来。都剩下不到一个月了恐怕他们是不会请我了。。唉～更死的是，通常大部分的店都只在六月请人！七月是找不到的了。。怎么办啦！到底哪里要请人啊？只要有人陪，叫我洗碗我也愿意！谁啦？～ 我最爱的神啊，请你帮帮我，好吗？

God, are you there?

Really, I love Sem 3 VERY MUCH! Eventhough last year I work like hell to get A's for my result but I enjoy it. I like my lecturers, my assignments, my finals, my friends, my group members. & the best part, I don't have to worry about practical & finding part time jobs in the holidays, all I think about holiday is what movies should I watch, where for vacation... & as if luck is on my side! Everything I did turns out perfectly as it should be.. But, this year everything doesn't seems right. Foolish assignments, unfriendly lecturers, every assignment I did doesn't seem to get ok, get into cold war with my group members, anonymous "cursing" me on my blog, camera rosak, car accident(not my fault but can't find the idiot who knock my car), my phone's battery starting to have problem, my computer rosak, scolded by my lecturer in class, worried about practical, worried about finding a part time job in July, alone, friends getting fewer, worried about going to Singapore in June & infected by swine flu, this & that, etc, etc! What's going on? Am I having a bad dream or what? Someone, PUNCH ME! Gosh~ It hurts. So, it's true. Arghh~ God, is this all because I didn't concentrate in church, or, you're testing me like what you did to Job? I know, I should have faith in you no matter what happens. Yes, I believe that you will make all this horrible unfortunate things go away from me, right?

Yes! I'm addicted!

YEAH!!! Bof is going to broadcast on XingKong!!! Wahahaha~ Gosh, can't wait for it anymore!! I NEED TO WATCH IT AGAIN!! This time I can hear how they sound in Chinese.. haha.. But, of coz, I still love the original Korean language.. Ahh~ My soeulmate~~ *dreaming* Woolala~ but.. but.. BUT, still not sure when's the date... sigh. They just show "Coming Soon"..... SIGH! Anyway, I'm full of energy when I think of it! YES! Ahahaha~ KIM BUM!~ SOEULMATE!~ YahhHH!....

Sigh, friends...

So sien ah~ I kind of like have a fight with my friend. Actually it's not a really BIG deal, but now it turns quite awkward between us. Sigh. Hey, we used to be very good friends... sigh. Well, they always said friends quarrel sometimes to get into closer friendship, right? But the thing is HOW to get back after quarreling?? Sigh. Wish we never had this lousy assignment...sigh. Now, it seems we're getting further & further apart since we're not talking... "Cold War". I dont blame her or hate her or anything.. I just hope we'll get back to friends again, she's a very good friend to me, the 1st & only friend that is so sincere to wish me Happy Birthday at 12am. I was touched, honestly speaking. What to do? Well, see how things go on Monday.

Maybe I should dedicate a song to her....

One Republic - Apologize or maybe Super Junior's - Sorry Sorry

A wedding project.

Sexy~
Like the skirt..
High key??
Posing.
Lol~ Indian lady.

A wedding project.

Cloud.
At Paris, lol.
France...
Spain... lol!
At Sarawak.

A wedding project.

Posing~
Ok.
Like a doll.
Beautiful loh.
Style~

A wedding project.

Natural smile.
Like the background.
Jumping in the air.
Album cover,
Spring.

A wedding project.

Look here~ Smile.
Nice background. Around 3pm.
Beautiful sky~
I LOVE this one.. but can't see the face... sigh.. Wraendy should have used the flash or reflector.
You can see that her back is not against the wall becoz the wall is BURNING!!

A Wedding project.

Vines~
Love the dress.. Wish it was longer...
Hahaha.....
Throwing flowers... hmm~ fun.
Natural.

Sigh~ sweahh..

Got my car knock by dont know who.. Went to take a few pic & came out saw my car got knock.. sigh. sien. Few thousand wasted again. Then, problems with one of my best friends.. sigh. Then, someone who's coward to write his/her name, left a list of comment on my blog.. Sigh. What's wrong with people nowadays?? Do you know what blog means?? I can write anything I want!!! Ok?! What's wrong even if I say bad things about teacher in school? If you dont like reading about it, BACK OFF F***er!!

My wedding project.

Woo~ purple balloons, supposed to be black.
Balloons again.
Balloons to bubbles.
Beautiful.

Staircase.