Someone, I need help with this!!

The lastest 13 inch Macbook.

I HATE the color. I'm surprised since I expected it to be white or at least black. BUT definitely not in silver!! sigh & the screen is super small! Still considering on buying it. I heard the stock just arrived today. My dad was planning to buy it tonight, but I hesitated. It's not because of the money, my dad gave me choices to choose whichever laptop I want. The problem I guess should be me, myself. I dont know whether I know how to use the programme, the Apple programme, I heard it's different(stop saying I'm dumb!). I went to read about the reviews, someone wrote about the installation of Windows XP as a second operating system(yes, I heard that before, doubt that its true.) He wrote,"On startup, I can choose the Mac OS or Windows, and everything I tried in the latter environment worked as well as it could have...You get a computer that runs both Mac OS X and Windows XP..." Ok, that's a bit convincing. I guess that should solve my problem. Then, someone also wrote about the battery which can last 5hours, hmm.. good. But, there's only 2 USB ports! & you CAN put 2 which is, if ur USB is small enough, hmm.. bad. I'm still wondering it can use programme like, Media Player Classic or things like that? Well, since Apple is different, can someone plz tell me?? & if I install the Photoshop that I'm using on XP, is it going to be the same on Mac? The point is if I use XP on Macbook, what's the point of buying Macbook? & Apple kept upgrading it's system in such a short period of time. sigh Such a hard choice to make, is it worth it to buy such an expensive laptop, juz bcoz it's "antivirus"? Hmm.. Opinions, plz?? someone, anyone...