Thursday, May 21, 2009

God, are you there?

Really, I love Sem 3 VERY MUCH! Eventhough last year I work like hell to get A's for my result but I enjoy it. I like my lecturers, my assignments, my finals, my friends, my group members. & the best part, I don't have to worry about practical & finding part time jobs in the holidays, all I think about holiday is what movies should I watch, where for vacation... & as if luck is on my side! Everything I did turns out perfectly as it should be.. But, this year everything doesn't seems right. Foolish assignments, unfriendly lecturers, every assignment I did doesn't seem to get ok, get into cold war with my group members, anonymous "cursing" me on my blog, camera rosak, car accident(not my fault but can't find the idiot who knock my car), my phone's battery starting to have problem, my computer rosak, scolded by my lecturer in class, worried about practical, worried about finding a part time job in July, alone, friends getting fewer, worried about going to Singapore in June & infected by swine flu, this & that, etc, etc! What's going on? Am I having a bad dream or what? Someone, PUNCH ME! Gosh~ It hurts. So, it's true. Arghh~ God, is this all because I didn't concentrate in church, or, you're testing me like what you did to Job? I know, I should have faith in you no matter what happens. Yes, I believe that you will make all this horrible unfortunate things go away from me, right?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

When 'unpleasant' things happen- it is a test, rather- a lesson; to cope you'd have to shift your perspective/ think of new ways to overcome your problems- as probably your old ways (of doing things) isn't working anymore. :) Grit your teeth through it all- don't think of it as 'God's way of teaching/ testing us'- rather of life.

Crystal said...

Lol, my mum also said the same thing like you did to me! Thanks for your comment anyway!