Sunday, July 12, 2009

My life really sucks!

2moro I'm going to start my work again. This sucks. Then, the mp4 rosak AGAIN!! That sucks. Then, I keep on trying to upload the photos of my S'pore trip on my blog which failed everytime. It really sucks. Another thing, I repaired my camera for Sin $153=Rm3++. Damn suck. Another pathetic thing, I realised I have to continue my boring life on & on. without anything to look forward to(at least last time, I'm happy to think about my trip to S'pore), everyday doing the same old thing. My life really sucks. Lack of friends to talk to. Awfully sucks. So "boring suck" that there's spider web on my head.. Problem & problems waiting to be solved. What else can there be to be happy about?? The only feeling that I get now is frustration+worry+pathetic which generally equals, depression. Then, commit suicide. Hell no, I'll never do that! But, will continue my life more & more depressed. Gosh, I'm 19! & I'm already at the stage of depression which should be at the age of 30! Come on~ I should be enjoying myself now! Youth doesn't wait! But, is there any way to make myself happy??...... Hardly.