-My pastor (Matthew L.)
God's answer is always either, yes, wait or no. But no matter what, God has the best plan for me. So, the only that I should do, is have faith in Him. Trust in the Lord.
I am really facing so much trouble now. I never thought that I'm going back to school so early! I was expecting it to be the end of August! Becoz of that, I got a part time job which I was expecting to do for 2months. & since I promised, how am I going to stop half way? I'm supposed to go there today to tell my boss that I cant work for this month, but I ended up working for August too. What happen actually was, yes, I know its so sudden for my boss becoz she didnt had any teachers available now if Khoo Sin & I suddenly resign. Sigh~ So, in the end, both of us continue to work for her till the end of this month. Ah~ But, lecturers already starting to give us assignment this week & we'll suppose to hand-in at the end of this month! Gosh~ What should I do?? Lord, could you please tell me what should I do? It's hard to say "no", usually. But if you dont say "no", then, you yourself will be having such a hard time! Then, there's another art class(which I promised) then, now I'm regretting to open. How am I suppose to tell my boss?? What an idiot I am! Always do things without thinking about future~ Then, Khoo Sin ask a favor to take a ride everytime we go for work. She was thinking that maybe we could go straight from sch, but then, I'm not. So, I had to send her back home then, drive her again to the tuition centre. How am I suppose to tell her that it's not very "flexible" for me to drive her since her house is not quite near & I had to turn a big turn. God, help me~ She's my friend so, its hard to say "no".. I'm starting my new Sem so assignment starts today. What really surprises me was that, yesterday I was just jokingly asking Lily did she received the letter, & suddenly, she told me that 2moro(which is today) we start school! What?! It's still unbelievable to me that our holiday has ended! Totally UNEXPECTED!~
Maybe Elton John's "Sorry seems to be the hardest word" might have to change it to "N-O, no seems to be the hardest word"!
Anyway, I pray that Lord, may the Holy Spirit always be with me. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
