Perhaps... I should blog this.

This post is sth boring for whoever read this.. So, up to you to read it or not. Well well, 1st, I should congratulate myself for being a genius. Wha-ha-ha-ha!!!! -^^- The photography assignment which I can't hand-in had been a headache for me. I asked nearly everyone about the problem...but no one since to know why... everytime I tried to print it, it's dark, really dark! So, I asked Alex(lecturer for Computer Graphic) several times... he already teach me different ways of changing it, levels, resolution, etc etc... but, there's still no difference! Hmmm... Well, I'm not blaming Alex or anything since this is not his module.. So, my point is after the 101 times trying, finally..finally...... ..... FINALLY & FINALLY... I think I manage to change it!! I used the word "think" bcoz I still haven't print it, so not sure it works or not. sigh You know, I actually cincai press the "magical button" without thinking much... O_o & the secret of this is by flatten-ing the whole image!!! For those of you who are really good in Photoshop(yup, I mean YOU!)... don't laugh, ok? Well, at least for someone like me who's a total idiot in computer can think of that way, ok?! Even Alex-the-Photoshop-lecturer didn't think of that!!!!! So.. so..so... Should I call myself a "small genius", at least?? A-he-he-he.... hiak hiak hiak Woohuhuhuhu!!!!! Perhaps I should treat myself with RM1.00 to play the arcade at Satok!!! Hehe..^^

I HATE my "UN-educated" + gila + shit neighbour!

Urghhh!!! I hate their whole family! Last time I was in the same class with her daughter.. which was a really terrible experience for me.. no wonder the Chinese say "Like father like son(changed to her daughter)".. OMG Now my whole house is filled with smoke! EVERYDAY burning some stupid leaves.. & burning those garlic skin! You won't know how smelly it was until you experience it urself. Gosh... I just hope, one day he accidently burn his own house! Then, I'll stand aside & WHA-HA-HA-HA!!!! >O< I don't understand, after they renovate their house, their garden is only as small as my room... what for he burned the leaves everyday?! You know, he even climb out and "create" another garden in the "jungle" behind my house. Only un-educated ppl do this kind of foolish thing! The air that I breathe now is all SMOKE!! The worst thing is after they burn sth, the smell is still there for the whole day! How can anyone not getting lung cancer if we smell this kind of air EVERYDAY??! What the ****!! This old man is really a f*****g hell shit gila old man!!!! Can anyone of you suggest sth to "destroy" that %$!@& old man?!

Today is "Bad Day 2"...

So, went to see the dentist this morning, 8:30am appointment. So nervous. The lady ask me to sit on the chair in front of all the "horrible" tools & wait for the dentist. OMG Nearly scare to death! Then, the dentist check my teeth.. Luckily it's not "rosak", juz becoz I brush my teeth too hard & I hurt my gum, that's why. The dentist say I juz need to change my toothbrush & my toothpaste, then the gum will heal up by itself. Oh.. ok. I only went it there for 5 minutes leh!! Haha But they still charge us Rm10.. hmm.. I thought it's free..
Then, went to school at 12pm. Working on my mindmap. Then, chit-chatting with Sabrina till I nearly can't finshed my mindmap.. By the time 5pm, I still havent finish it leh! I went to look for Emmanuel so that I can asked him to wait for me another while. But Mr Chin told me he didn't come today! What?! Then, what for I do my mindmap leh?? Then, I started to finish my work really really slow as if no need to hand in. Then, Jimmy came & tell me that he juz saw Emamnuel!! Arghh.. I went to see Emmanuel & he asked me to put my work on the table loh since he wanted to go home already.. Aiya... So, in the end, by the time I got home, it's 6pm!! Becoz of the traffic jam... Haiya!

Yesterday WAS my "Bad Day"..丢脸丢到家！

First, let me say 50 foul words... ... ok. I planned everything perfectly the day before.. thinking after I hand in my Photography, half of my assignment is done. Everything when well until the shop at Satok printed my photos dark.. I walked back to sch with Khoo Sin & showed it to Simon. & you know wht Simon say?! (Plz let me say another 50 foul words) HE SAID WHEN I SAW UR PHOTO, I WANT TO VOMIT!!! Saya mahu muntah... 我想吐.. Yup, that's what he said.. But the thing is he blame the shop for printing this kind of photos lah.. He said he understand becoz we're using Rm3.50 photo, so the effect "should" probably be like this.. But, my point is, do you have to say like that in front of the people who are not even my classmate?! So embarassing!! Then, I thought, ok.. maybe it is the shop's problem.. So, we walk another 10miles(JK) back to Satok & asked the shop to reprint for me.. After we finished the 商量, she finally agree to reprint another free one for me.. but the photo she print out have the same thing that happened on my previous photo.. So, she angrily "scold" me that it's my own problem.. So, we went back again & I ask Alex whether is it my problem in saving the file.. Finally, IT IS my problem after all!! OMG Then, you know, when I walked back from Satok, I tripped in front of the public.. luckily I didn't fall face on the ground.. *phew* but it's already embarassing!! Arghhh.. & because of these, I didn't manage to hand in my mindmap!! Urgghh.. At 4pm, we had a meeting about Batang Air trip, LUCKILY Simon say he wont force us to go.. but instead, we need to do another assignment on the same date & without him. At least it's in Kch.. thank GOD! Btw, the trip is RM2++ leh!! Ok, then, it's already 5pm.. & the sch library is still open, so I packed my stuff in class & went to the library to renew my book. Then, the most amazing thing happen.. The librarian FORGOT to put my research & mindmap back into the book.. GREAT... I only found out about 10pm when I wanted to start doing it! Becoz of that, I can't do anything... sigh So had to go school today loh...

How "adorable" to have Kiasu friends.

Kiasu. The main cause of a broken friendship. Yap, that's right. I heard it from one of my friend who also have the same case like mine. So, who wants to be around the "adorable" kiasu ppl? Kiasu is also a good thing in some ways, but it depends. If someone is too kiasu, that's when the disadvantages occured. Well, I have a really Kiasu friend, probably the worst one I've ever met, in sch. At first, I thought it was great, at least I had someone to compete with.. hmm, not to say compete, but, a motivation.. Someone to motivate me to do my assignment. Yeah, that's great! But then, *thunder rolling* the Kiasu virus began to manipulate more & more... She began to become a Kiasu maniac, she can't stand to be the 2nd. She WANTS & NEEDS to be the 1st! (like some kind of drug addict, ha-ha) Now I getting so tired of her.. I just wanted to finish my assignment on time, I don't want to compete with you lah. What for? Is there a prize or trophy for that huh? sigh I wonder why she's not tired... hmmm.. Yesterday, I showed the Ramadhan reportage I did in the weekends & well, Simon praised me.. haha Then this morning, she finished it! Wa-Lau eh... Have to be so Kiasu meh? Then the Islamic photos, Simon said hand in 15 photos, you know how many she hand in? 30, I tell you! So kiasu ah?? No wonder I don't have any photos left!! Haiya! So sien ah... to have this kind of friend. I'm so tired, you know.. sigh

You think I'm stupid ah?!

Yesterday Kiasu wanted the photos for Islamic Museum, so I had to give it to her. I haven't go through the photos yet so, I didn't separate her's from mine! & you know what she did?? She took my photos!!! It was mine! My photos! How could she?! She supposed to know which is hers & which is mine! No wonder I couldn't find my photos & the photos left are all blur, I MEAN B-L-U-R!!! This morning, I asked her whether she's sure that's her photo, you know what she said to me??? *OMG* I nearly fainted.. She said:"I'm not sure boh, I just take the one which are clear.." !@$%&#@% What what what??!! Hello~ It doesn't mean that you can choose the best then, leave the bad ones for me??! How about me??! It's my photo! Do you mean like I can take the best photo from anyone lah?? You supposed to use your own photos only, how can you take my photos just because they are clear? Then, what am I going to choose?? Worst, you dont want to use your own photos.. what for I let you take the photos then... Apa lah ni?? Borrow other ppl's camera is already such a paiseh thing & now you even take my photos?! I don't believe when she said she don't know which one is her's, how could you NOT remember which angle you take..? Are you really that dumb?? OMG I think you better go to study Kindergarden, NOT LKW.. Haiya! I dono wht to do now.. sigh.. Why dont you just buy your own camera?? Honestly speaking, I'm NOT generous, ok?! I'm Kiamsiap, remember? Since you borrow my camera, you should at least pay me half of the price, rite? This is SO UNFAIR lah!!!!! You didn't even pay me a cent leh.. I'm so not willing to borrow you. Come to think of it, why don't YOU buy the camera & I borrow it from you?? Dont you think that's a GREAT idea huh?!

Louie, I MISS U SO MUCH!! Don't leave me...plz...

Louie, until now, I still can't believe that you're gone.. I miss you so so much, you know.. I wish you could be here with me again. I know I'm not your real owner, but I know that your owner doesn't love you as much as I do. From the 1st time I saw you, you looked so cute & when I call you, you came running as if you're so innocent. Well, probably because they always said that a dog will always know if a person loves dog. So, I guess, that's why you're not scare of me. You looked so thin at first, that's when I first decided to feed you. & it had became a habit to me since then. I had to sneak out every evening becoz my dad always scold me for feeding you. I played with you everyday & we had such a great time together! I'm so regret that I didn't feed & play with you for the last 3 days. I had to ask my mum to feed you. I know you must be blaming me for not spending time with you. I had so many assignments to do.. I need to wait till Thursday, then only, I'm free. That Friday, my mum said you're sick. But I thought she's just lying, so I didn't really take note of it. Then, when I call you, you didn't came.. I looked for you everywhere... Louie.. I was so sad that day. Then, Saturday, suddenly, I saw you standing at my door! I was so surprised! At first, I thought it was an illusion.. Eventhough you're really there, but I know there's sth wrong.. You looked weak. Louie, what happen to you??! You're so thirsty that you drink so much water.. After that, you went away.. I had to follow you.. & I finally know where you've been hiding all this while.. I know you heard my whistle.. you always come when you hear it.. then, in the afternoon, you turn up again, surprisingly! & after that you went back to your house & never return.. Louie, how can you just leave like that?? Don't you know how sad I am...? I really miss you, so much!! Everytime I came home from sch, you're not there to greet me anymore.. I think of you when I saw the grass on the garden where you used to play... Louie.. I really regret that I didn't spend the time with you for the last few days.. Why? Why? Why?! How could this happened?? you are so healthy the other day & suddenly "puff", you're gone!! How come The Lord had taken you from me so fast?? I know you must be in heaven now with Bobbie & Money. I should had bought you some more delicious food for you than just bones.. I really regret! I only wished that this is just a dream.. a dream... Louie, come back!! T^T sob sob Louie, you'll always stay in my heart forever & ever, & no one can replace you.. Louie, hopefully you be happier in heaven than here.. plenty of food & toys. I LOVE YOU, Louie!!

My Acryllic painting... Eragon.

This is my Acryllic. I'm painting Eragon. I actually wanted to paint something evil than this.. eg. vampires.. But, all the pictures I chose, teacher say cannot.. Haiya..
I love Eragon... planning to buy the book.. Heard it's famous than the movie... hmmm
Lots of my friend love the dragon behind than Eragon... even my lecturer.. hmmm... O_o What do you think??
If you asked me which part is the hardest, I would say the face, & the second would be the sword!! The sword is actually last minute work.. Haha I know the face looks dark, but no choice.. I'm weak in coloring skin.. sigh..

My friend's car..

Poor Sabrina, don't know who knock her car.. sigh... Sometimes even if you yourself be careful, still have some stupid people come & knock your car. What's wrong with people nowadays?? Are they blind?? I really can't figure it out how on earth did they knock the car?? Weird...

Pink cute skooter!

You won't believe it! The owner of this skooter is a guy! G-U-Y!! I saw this when I went to "dabao" food near my school. So cute lah! I always wanted a skooter & this one has all the color requirements that I want! Pink! Black! & white! This is just too perfect!!

My Gouache... urghh!

This is it! I know, I know, it looks a bit ugly.. That's fine. I admit it! I HATE that ugly face! Wasted all my time just to work on that! & it still looked like a shit. sigh You know, the most difficult part of this drawing is that STUPID face! Besides that, it would be the breast *ooops* & the crystal ball! Yup, it had to look as if it's transparent. sigh I know my skin is a little bit weird, it doesn't really look like skin at all. So, for you guys who say I'm good in painting, this is the truth! I'm not that good... See?? I know you guys can color better than mine, don't lie! Haiya! The more I look at it, the uglier it is... How leh... sigh sigh

No other day can compare with today.. exhausted!

So so so so x100 tired!! '-_-' I felt like haven't sleep for ages! I can't even open my eyes anymore.. I can't hold the pencil, & felt like an Ah Ma.. Yesterday didn't sleep coz have to finish my stupid journal. The due date suppose to be today leh.. But then Alex say extend again.. aduhai.. apa ni.. It's not that I'm not happy with it but I felt like.. what for I did it in such a hurry?? Didn't hand-in in the end. I wanted to do better.. hmmm eventhough Alex said it's good already. But I don't really trust the word he said.. always changed. Maybe I'll put some more research... probably. Everyone says my journal is really thick, but to me, still ok leh.. I want it to be thicker! ha-ha Kiasu went home early today, surprisingly! haha Jimmy kept made fun of her.. WE ARE THE MEAN-ers... HAHA I saw her journal, honestly speaking, it's really good! I'm wondering whether I should tell her about the extension.. She probably wants to take it back.. As a friend, I should, as a mean-er, nope. hmmm Went to Meiji to buy the canvas cloth. Rm4, then, went to the shop to do the canvas frame, Rm8. At first, thinking self-made would be cheaper, but the truth is, it's more expensive. We roughly calculated it, abt Rm19! They only sell Rm15 at U-Tech! But, luckily, the Meiji tauke discount us, so the total is Rm12. Running here & there.. raining whole day! Cold tonight.. hmmm So tired. Probably go to sleep early tonight but haven't touch-up my Gouache.. sigh

My bro's b'day.

Chocolate butter cream cake. Rm19 at Orchid, near "Big Mouth". It's ok lah, normal.. I was actually expecting my mum to buy sth way better than this.. sigh. I think the cake is not really fresh lah, a bit dry & hard inside. We didn't celebrate it coz the workers are there, so my mum feels that it's a bit not "polite" cooking food in front of them.. like, a bit insulting.. They looked really hungry..hmmm.. I donno.. maybe they'll come in & "rob" the food! Who knows..?? O_o

Met a honk-lover-maniac driver.

Today was the first day of school after the holiday.. Nothing special, but in the morning, when I was driving out of a junction to the main road, I thought I can drive out on time before the car came, but when I drive out, I was a bit slow in the speed. But of coz lah, who doesn't, it was a bit high at the junction, so the moment I drive out I need a few seconds to change to Gear 2. Then that stupid fat Chinese guy driving pick-up was speeding like hell the moment I drive out. Then, he was really near behind me as if he wanted to knock me.. He honked all the way.. Aduhai.. well, I thought, fine, I drive to the other lane, so I put signal & cut through the other lane & at that same moment, the stupid fat guy ALSO drive to the next lane! AGAIN, he honked all the way, like non-stop! Siaw, Gila, & Crazy are the words that I can describe him! I was so angry that I also honked him all the way!! ..to be fair enough..(JK) But I really did honk him, anyway. Not that I'm proud, but it's just that, does he have to honk like a maniac?? Driving big cars doesn't mean you own the road, ok?? Hopefully the stupid fat guy drives into the longkang.. huhuhu~ Like my aunty always said, "People driving cars like that is in a hurry to the graveyard.." Am I right?

2nd Oct 2008

Second day of Hari Raya. Sleep at 6am last night, wake up at 11am this morning. Found out the workers are downstairs. hmm.. Thinking about assignment.. sigh. I ate the most disgusting Kolo Mee in my life. Usually my mum's Kolo Mee is the best, but this morning she "accidently" sprinkle too much, I mean TOO MUCH pepper in it! Oh man.. I had to "blend" it with tomato sauce in order to swallow everything. My stomach was burning like hell! Thinking about the food(rendang) & cake at my dad's friend's house. Ah~ We went visiting yesterday. The cake is extremely delicious!! I should had brought along my containers.. lol Log in to amini.net just now, SURPRISINGLY, an "ang mo" guy send a msg to me.. WOW!! Not that I didn't expect it, but that website is not for chatting & stuff, but only for downloading songs & other stuff, so it was quite a "huge" surprise lah.. I reply him, he reply me..mainly about arts. hiak hiak! It was fun fun!! But the thing is my english sucks.. sigh. Hopefully he wont laugh at me. hmmm... Why other people can speak & write English so well?? Eg. Sabrina. sigh How I wish I can also speak THAT well... Love my hair more & more. Should thank that girl for this hairstyle. Didn't have the chance to watch Tv coz my dad was "hugging" the remote control all day long.. sigh He's going to work 2moro.. whahaha~ Tv, here I come!! Woohoo! Hold on! I haven't finish(started) my assignment.. haiya...